well just wanted to right down something that maybe no 1 will see thats for sure. well then i will write to me, myself and i. thats life i guess. when you are alone, with not many friends and lost some1 you care too much about, you will do this kind of thing. people keep telling you must get out of the shell, get on with life, dont think about it so much. sigh. it's easier said than done. talking about the shell, singapore is the shell. so does that mean i must get out of singapore? sometimes i just hate my life. i think this is all the punishment that i get for doing the things that i am not suppose to do and not doing what i am suppose to do. sigh. ever since the THING happened i did a lot of thinking. how am i going to survive after what has happened? i need to relearn what to do to get IT back. should i get into IT again? or should i just wait and see what happens next? i hate this feeling i have inside me. it makes me think too much, made me moody, unhappy, tired, sometimes restless. i think thats all i feel like writing for now. i will continue some other time. ANY COMMENTS PLS SAY IT?
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