120405 Life Again

How does 1 buck up after all that has happened to him. he has to work everyday of the month from 8am to 9pm. with no off, what type of life is this. he doesn't get to mingle around with people that much. only with his customers at the pool's canteen. which is not that many during weekdays. only weekends he gets to interact with many customers, who are either older or younger than he is. Ya its true he gets to see half naked gals, but what fun is that. some people ask him what is he doing working in a place like this? not intending to further studies or work else where? well all he has to say is he's applyiny to be a teacher, results in june this year. one of his friends ask him to buck up. she was not the only person who told him that. its not that he feels so down or depressed its just that when he has free time he will write all these down to pass the time, to express himself as he doesnt have anyone to express himself to now. there are people who are willing to listen but he doesnt feel comfortable with them. why? is he too tired of his job? what has happened to him? sigh