Apology (270404)
Yesterday I apologize to him for hurting his feeling. We talked bad behind his back but he heard it. I had a bad feeling about it after that. I realised I had to do something. I dont want to lose a friend. I think. Luckily it was settled. I think. But things will never be the same again. To me he is one of my best friends, but I dont think he regard me as one. I just wish we were best friends. But what do best friends do? Do they do things together? Do best friends share everything together? He once said I am a good friend of his. He said that I am always concerned about him maybe others. He also said I treasure friendship alot. If what he say is true then I am really underestimating myself. Sigh. If people can think so good about me why cant I? Am I really that good? Did I 'wayang' so good that I myself dont really know. Sigh.
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